i dony know what to do...I miss him so bad...

First and foremost, you need to start eating and sleeping.

It's tough, I get that, but punishing yourself will do no good for him or for you.

You don't have to share, but consider what you fought over. Was it something serious or not? Could you call or text him and talk it out?

 

*hugs*
It's must be very difficult for you
I don't have any advice as I don't always understand people but... you have my support!

 

I was in a similar situation earlier, although it was me at fault. She told me to never email her again, but I did anyway. Now we're friends. Maybe you can try.

Whether you felt as if it were or weren't your fault, you can try apologizing, if you feel like it. If it hurts you more to be just friends with him, maybe it's a better idea to just cut contact completely and try to move on.

Notice I said move on, and not get over. Some things, you'll never get over. They just mean too much for you, and if you loved your friend that much, it's difficult to get over it. But it's possible to move on.

As for how, I don't know. But you need to start eating and sleeping. To be happy, you have to be healthy. And to be healthy, you can't neglect your physical health. Or your mental health.

Easier said than done, I know. But just take it day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment.

Good luck to you. (*hug*)

 

He may have been your first, but how do you know he's your last?

Sometimes, it feels like no one's appreciating you for who you are. But the people you seek are there - they're just invisible too. You have to find them, because they're trying to find you, too.

 

I'm so sorry for your troubles, I'm not the best with human beings, but you have my support. I know you loved him but I say that if he didn't see a good thing when he had it then he doesn't deserve your pain or you. You are obviously the better person here, and defiantly should start taking care of yourself again eating and sleeping are really good things. Showers are also nice. Best of luck! *hugs*

 

There's nothing wrong with you, and it doesn't matter if you aren't in grad school or if you're not going to have a good job when you graduate or if you don't have a big dick. I think what matters is the sensitive, caring, and funny part - so start being sensitive and caring to yourself.

Maybe it seems impossible right now, but it'll get better. Everything will be alright. You'll be surprised at how much time heals. And maybe it'll take a long time, but you'll get there. You just got to hang on.

 

How about Skyping / Video chatting? He still wants to be friends, in any case. That's better than him hating you, right?