So, I'm 18 now. Everyone around me is suggesting that I get a job. They think I just sit on my ass all day and do absolutely nothing. I'm a Youtuber, vlogger, songwriter and poet. I've been so focused on trying ways to get exposure and being recognised for my body of poetry and song work--not getting a job. I want to make money in other ways besides working. A user here on EC suggested I start doing open mic nights. The problem with that is I'm somehow scared to read my poetry out loud to people. I guess I should conquer my fear before attempting an open mic. The reason I don't want to get a second job (my first job was doing admissions at Six Flags) is because I hate working. My true dream is to make money getting my songs and book published, etc. If I do get a job, it's not because I want a job. It's due to the fact that everyone around me wants me to have one. So I want to work so that my family and friends can shut up about me not having a job. I'm not getting a job to make myself happy; I'm getting one to make everyone else happy.
