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My life on edge.

Discussion in 'Family, Friends, and Relationships' started by Litveninko, Sep 3, 2014.

  1. Litveninko

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    I can't bear anything anymore. I can't handle it and want to break into tears when my family keeps saying you're a girl, female, or when they see tomboys on t.v, they say: your siblings. My life is totally wrecked.
    I Can't take it anymore.
    I can't dress up the things I want because of them, I can't move or sit the way I like because of them, I can't talk the way I should, because of them. They always say I'm making them mad and depressed and I'm a bag of ice. But they don't understand how much their words wreck me.
    Yesterday, I was going somewhere and was wearing half sleeved shirt, and mum said : shave your arms, they look like man's arms.

    I feel that my life is surreal. I always wish that I would wake up with a different life and family..
    They always threaten me for being who I am.
     
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    Please, you need a hug. (*hug*)

    That being said, it is very rude of them to say these things. Are you still living with your parents? Are there any options for you to move out?
     
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    yup, I'm still living with them. And I cant move out untill I finish my college. Which is 4 years.
     
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    I assume you're not financially independent, so I suggest that you move out when you can if the situation won't change.