Who to choose out of the 2 most important people in my life??

To be frank, I know it feels as though you couldn't even consider breaking up with this guy right now, but I very strongly recommend that you do. I couldn't possibly recommend it enough. I understand that you are falling for him more and more, but it is important to be able to step back and view our relationships objectively. This is a long distance relationship with a person that you have never formally met, who has already been asking for sex, and claims that he will commit suicide if you left.

Psychologically, all of these factors just don't add up. If his emotional attachment to you was so great that losing your company would push him to take his own life, than he wouldn't be so obsessed with sex this early on. He would have more respect for you and be more focused on discovering more about who you are on the inside rather than your body. Many people who use threats of suicide to make significant others feel obligated to remain loyal to them aren't actually considering suicide at all. It honestly sounds as though he wants to keep you invested within these relationship by preying on your feelings that you have for him.

I have no doubt that the person that you have developed these feelings for appears to be everything you could possibly want at the moment, but sometimes we have to ask ourselves whether we are actually falling for the idea of someone rather than the reality of them. It sounds as though you were deeply affected by the removal of the girl you cared for from your life and this new relationship has become a way to cope with those emotions, but you have to know that you deserve more than what you are receiving from him.