he's on his second year of university, taking the same course that I'm starting this year I've only stalked him on facebook and yet I already spend a lot of time thinking about him lol I mean srsly he's exactly my type and he's got the cutest fucking smile I have ever seen gosh I cant even at least I'm pretty sure he's gay. I mean, I've only had one crush so far that lasted for three years and it was on a straight guy soooooo it was very frustrating lol actually in the course I'm taking there are a lot of openly gay people, in fact one senior already kind of hit on me lol "congratulations for the approval and for being cute". that senior also told me there were other seniors that "had an eye on me" or smth like that, pretty scary actually I dont know exactly why I'm posting this here but I guess it's better than a diary lol
You might try stopping putting people on kind of a pedestal... and get to know them simply as people you might have something in common with.. like on a friendship basis first... and take it from there
