I've had a crush on this one girl since I was fourteen(I'm now 18.) She happens to be gay, but she doesn't seem to be attracted to me. I know this because she keeps dating other girls. I think it's pretty stupid to still have a crush on her. I know I have no chance with her. It's pretty annoying to have a crush on her. Mainly because I'm not getting attracted to anyone else. I just want to find someone else and forget about her. Unfortunately I'm having a hard time dating. Mainly because I'm not really finding other people attractive or interesting enough. I just want to date her. I also have no idea how I can date people when I live away from town and don't have a car. That's a whole other story.
I had a crush on a close friend for three years. He never dated anyone, which confused me, but turns out he's really straight. It was very frustrating. I tried not to have feelings for him in many ways, but the only that worked was distance. I don't have a crush on him anymore, but I barely see him and I feel much better lol
I wish distance worked... I am capable of not thinking about her and ignoring her. The feelings always seem to come back when I see her. I sometimes think I'm over her, but I'm not. She's single right now. I was stupid enough to contact her on a dating site. She did reply, but the conversation went nowhere. Probably when she realized who I am. I wish I could fall for someone else.
