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Family, or lack thereof

Discussion in 'Family, Friends, and Relationships' started by nycwomanintech, Feb 28, 2015.

  1. nycwomanintech

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    Location:
    NEW YORK, NY
    Gender:
    Female
    Sexual Orientation:
    Lesbian
    Should you really feel uneasy,
    Uncomfortable, like, semi loved
    By your own blood just because
    You're not like them?
    I feel like I am an embarrassment
    When it comes to you introducing me to
    People you know, including family i
    may have never met, like you're ashamed
    that you have a daughter that loves you
    unconditionally despite the way things were
    throughout my whole life at home
    a daughter that would put her life on hold
    to see about you if you became ill
    a daughter that is trying to get things situated
    so i can come see you more often and
    do things daughters do, try to make things
    easier for you domestically, do as much as i can
    living in another state
    but instead, because I'm different, a lesbian,
    I get the cold shoulder when it comes to me possibly
    coming in contact with someone you know
    and it may result in me telling someone who i really am
    I'm fine with who i am, I'm happy in my relationship
    I'm a good person and if anyone allows me to
    I will love them unconditionally,
    I'll be the best daughter, sister, niece, aunt, cousin or friend
    anyone could ever possibly imagine
    but not if they refuse to love me the same way
    In that respect, I'll give you what you give me
    I refuse to be someone's fool

    Signed,
    NYCWOMANINTECH