I am not a fan of the term "silly" but I couldn't think of a good title. I was sitting around earlier thinking, and a strange (kind of funny) thought popped into my head. I have dated plenty of girls/women - I was always invested in them and loved them, but being who I am .. I was never *fully* romantically involved with them like a person should. I am 29, going on 30 and I have never dated a guy before or been with a guy. So I was thinking... when I finally get one, I am wondering if I am going to be annoying! It will be like all my pre-teen/teenage/young adult angst will be coming out all at once! I am having trouble explaining this to the capacity I would like. When I dated the girls, I didn't rough-house, play around, tickle, sneak up behind them, or anything *silly* like that. I can imagine myself doing that with another man and not a woman. I guess what I am saying is.. I really feel for the guy I end up with first :\ I feel like I'm going on 16 when I think about it and not 30. Doesn't help that I do not look my age at all! I am also not sure why I am posting this, just thought it was kind of funny and it made me think "oh crap"
