Okay, so I kind of had a one night stand with a stranger I don't know. I sucked his dick, but I HATED it. I stopped before he could cum. He tried to stick his penis inside me, but I wouldn't fit, and I made him stop, and I left. I feel SO bad. I feel like the worst person on Earth. I feel like a slut, I feel so worthless, I've been crying for the past few hours. I just don't know how to cope with this.
Don't be so hard on yourself. You had an experience, and thats what life is about - having experiences sometimes good and sometimes bad. You not a slut, its human nature. That being said, I do hope you were being safe; which you should always be. As well, given your age, make sure your being cautious as to whom your with. Legal implications are severe.