So I finally figured out I wasn't bi and let myself get talked back into believing that it was wrong. Then one of my friends came out to me. It's not the first time but I've never had anyone that close to me come out before. And I realized it was once again time to evaluate. The truth is I think I'll always come back to supporting. I do have some struggles and stuff I'm worried about with family though. And it didn't help that I had a crush on my friend... I don't know I guess I just need someone to talk things out with