My parents know. They say they love me. But they don't. They are still in denial and not moving to acceptance. I don't know what to say. I'm terrified right now about what will happen in the next hour. I want them in my life but not at the expense of preventing me from being me. They would rather have an angry withdrawn sullen male who they see as their son instead of a happy daughter. I'm scared what is going to happen soon.
I don't think they're lying. They're concerned for the well being of "their son". Being trans is not easy. Not in this world. They must have never imagined such a fate for their offspring. That is not to say you should abandon it. Live as you will, do whatever you want. But you must be strong enough to contend with your parents if they refuse to accept it. For what it's worth, good luck
