I don't know anyone who is gay or anything but straight at school I heat alot of jokes that are homophobic my parents are homophobs and I don't have anyone to talk to in real life
I have the same issue i might look at a guy briefly but hearing all those jokes are awful. And my stepdad is homophobic. ^ To the initial post its hard to find lgbt groups too though all the ones even close to me are in Atlanta or far far away.
I know how you feel bro, same issue here. Dealing with homophobic people is a struggle. But If you look on the bright side at least you not the only one. Cheer up. Hope things make a turn for you.