I love a girl I met online.. She lives far away

I met a girl on tumblr and after a while of being friends we started flirting and now because we both struggle with mental illness we always check up on each other to cheer each other up and make sure one another is safe.
We're 2 years apart in age and our birthdays are just ten days apart. I really wish I could watch movies with her and bring her blankets, run her baths and give her gifts, but she lives in Texas and I live in Canada, Alberta.
Plus when someone is lonely I think being physically there would be a lot more helpful than a message, as helpful as I know a thoughtful message can be.
The soonest I can visit her would be years from now, I want a relationship with her to work, I've never been in a relationship before let alone a long distance one, if she's depressed I want to visit and make her happy.

I want to get away from the town I live in, but I also want to save my money to visit her and also buy some things I like, but I'm scared because where I work, they only gave me two hours of work. WHY? What did I do wrong? Everyone else is getting at least 5 hours. Whatever I did wrong I'm sorry if the hours are the same next week I think I'll get a different job and quit before they fire me for what the fuck ever, there is one supervisor who likes to sabotage workers and is single handedly ruining the working environment, she probably said something to make me seem terrible. Sounds paranoid but she's done it before.

I want to tell the girl I like that once I'm a nurse and have enough money I would seriously plan to visit her.
I think it's really funny because every time I think about the situation I think about the dude on the computer from Napoleon Dynamite.:lol:

 

Right now my phone is broken, once I get it fixed I plan on asking if she would want to use facetime or a similar app since my computer has no anti virus.
Once I get a haircut and my phone is fixed I'm going to show her pics of me and post them on tumblr. Since we both have depression I know that relationships aren't going to fix the illness at hand, much like loving someone with a physical illness isn't going to make them less ill.

I don't plan to show up randomly but to plan with her and not as a surprise because showing up outside her house without warning sounds impossible and VERY creepy.
I also don't know if she's out of the closet because I know texas isn't a great place to live if you're lgbt.

She knows about my feelings I'm pretty much 99% sure she feels the same way she calls me "my love, flower, kitten etc" and says she wants to kiss me and have me fall asleep with her and I asked her if she was single and told her I'd give her a million kisses and keep her safe.
Super sappy stuff.
She's romantically attracted, there's always the chance she won't be physically attracted to me though and that's fine.

Right now I'm just lonely and want to kiss her, so I posted just wanting to talk about it and get feedback like yours, so thank you.

She said she also wishes we lived closer together so that we could cuddle and visit

 

Yeah I should really take the time to clean up my computer, I forgot about the honeymoon phase of relationships, right now we both have plenty of things to work on individually but as for right now we seem to be helping each other.

Ah yes skype should work once I've cleaned up my computer.
Both of you have a good suggestion for the movies, and once we;re having conversations on skype we can get to know each other more, plus I can show her my 20 lb cat, she is impressively fat.