Advice/Experiences: Crush on a Straight Friend?

Oh, I've got experience all right.

If she isn't showing you any clear signs - constant touching, being intimate and involved with you - I'd leave it as a close friendship. She sounds like someone you could come out to, but whether that comes across as you expressing an interest in her (or not) is up to you.
If you don't want to come out, try and spend more time with others so you aren't necessarily seeing her all the time but make sure you keep up this valuable and strong friendship you have with her.

This is, of course, just advice, so take it or leave it as you will.
Best of luck to you

 

Oh yeah I've got an expirence. It was a while ago I was about 13 lol. I was at this soccer tournament. I was asked by the upper level team to play in this tournament. This boy who was barely younger than at 12 was pretty mature for his age but anyways. Well we made it to the hotel and immediately he befriended. When the team would go out he would always be next to me. Once we got more comfortable he. REALLY gave me signs of being gay. He was very much the jokester guy and he would get laughs but everyone thought he was gay for sure. He would touch everyone like grab their chest and comment on their bodies. But with me with was way different. He would say like say you love me. And I would be like no. He would say it out loud with my parents standing right there!! When we went bowling he would lay on my arm and grab my waist n shit. The one big indicator. Remember was we were in the jaccuzi and kinda secluted from the group but still there and he reached in my pants through the legs and asked me if I wanted him to keep going like the nervous game. I stupidly said stop when touched my pubes (should have let him feel the snake ). I was very much expirementing and curious at this time, bi now, and I thought he was really cute. He was like Latino and asian with a nice smile and big ass and had light skin!! But yeah I let it go on for the whole tournament, we won btw, and like a couple weeks after we got to text. We had texted often up until this point. The subject got to body parts and he was telling me how my arms were big asf and I had abs. I said you have good cavs. So I took it a bit further and said I'll send a picture of me arms for your cavs. We did it. Turned into the nervous game. You may be able to see where this is going. I ended up sending him a dick pic and he like freaked out I think?? He was like "whose dick is that bruh!!" I said I pulled it off the internet and he was like no cause u got your shorts in there and I was like yeah it's me. Don't remember much of the rest of the convo but yeah that probably killed the relationship. But what scared me is that I thought he would tell everyone about it but he didn't so he was trustworthy. We don't talk to this day and we never talked about it after it happen. He has a girlfriend of two year I think so good for him but I think he is bi lol. Looking back on it it's really really funny cause I swore I would never ever fall for another one of my friend I thought was straight but it happened and is happening as of right now . It's tough but I guess that's my type! If you want to read more about my current situation yo can go to my blog I wrote a lil something about it.