I have been in love with the same woman for 20 years, we have been best friends for most of them and growing up together. It's only the last 5 yrs we drifted apart a little due to me moving away and following my dream career. We are still really.close friends just not joined to the hip any more. 6 months ago she told me she was getting married and it would be in 2016 to some fella who I can't stand, that might have something to do with me loving her (jealousy is a strong thing) Anyway she told everyone she was going on holiday two weeks ago, which is quite normal as she is a travel agent. She has surprised everyone and come back married, I am happy for her as she is happy and that's all I want, her happiness is the most important thing. But, F**K IT HURTS :'( It hurts so much.
