Why do I let it all out so to speak , to some one close to me. then we have some days I can hardly talk to them.. they say oh tell me everything .. Its like I let it all out to some one and then I get hurt.. or things just arnt the same again.. why the bloody:***: heck do I do this to myself. either its some one on the net or some one in real life, I just never :***: bloody learn..:icon_sad: :tears:
