My best friend is a girl who moved to this country the same as me but a while after. She arrived speaking average English and I was her only friend. We have now been friends for 4 years. Our friendship has been getting better and better as time goes by. For a while now I have had feelings for her. No other people of any sex interest me. She is also 90% sure she is androgynous if that is important in anyway. I'm confused whether she has feelings for me too. I would hope so, but I am hopeless with anything social and I don't know if I'm biased or not. Starting recently in our spare time we have spent most of it with each other usually chilling on a bed at her or my place. We spend a fair amount of time, kind of cuddling/holding each other. A while ago, forgetting the exact time, she told me she had had a crush on me when she first moved here :icon_bigg . She didn't say if she still did or how long it lasted or anything and a couple of weeks later when i remembered again and asked her about it she denied saying it . I don't know if she forgot or was hiding it purposefully or if i was remembering wrongly or what. On top of that between then and now I have come out to her as a Trans (maybe bisexual) and I think maybe this cuddling thing that's started is because of her getting more comfortable with the idea of me being this way. I don't know how to sort through whats going on. To anyone reading this. What do?
Forgot to mention she's pansexual. Hope someone has some idea of what the hell I should be doing in this situation.
If she denied having a crush, it's best not to keep asking her. So, you might work on revealing your feelings for her (more than friendship).
I have avoided that topic since to give her room. I am trying to lead up to maybe telling her. For instance on the way home today I added that i thought she was perfect. Is that too strong? not enough? I don't know. that's the main reason I'm on empty closets after all.I mean have you seen my name? c:
