Hello,i am new here and from Serbia,so sorry for mistakes in writting. I am 20 years old girl and i study medicine. I was never in love with someone,never felt anything. I lost my virginityat19and had three partners"mistakes". I slept first time with much older man,he left me.Then i liked one guy,but his friend liked me and he persuade him to sleep with me,after that he asked me for relationship but i didin't like him and felt stupid,likewhore,but i wanted only sex.They thinl thats not big deal and we are friends now.But i regret that,he was with me because his friend told him,what bestard.I regret that.Third was guy for one night stand. I want relationship now but every guy wantssex.Irejected 30 guy for one month.Guys who want relationship with me-i doon't like them. I am so scared and anxious and i think i will never have noce relattionship because i can't love guy,those who i slept with-i didin't feel anything.What to do and how not to regret about mistakes?