Okay, this is really random, but I tried to approach my babysitter when I was like 12-13. She just ignored it obviously, and probably was more than a little weirded out by seeing the kid she was supposed to watch getting interested in her like that. I wasn't very direct about it, but I think she could definitely tell where I was trying to take things.... and she just thought it was weird. However, I sometimes still have fantasies of it going.... let's just say differently. Sometimes, I'll imagine myself back then and imagine how it would have been if I somehow actually slept with her. It's weird how sometimes the mind goes back to stuff from so long ago that realistically couldn't have even possibly happened.... and it would have been pretty damn sick of her if it happened.
