The first thing I'd like you to know is that I'm in middle school. I won't specify the grade, just because, but I am in middle school. Keep that in mind as you read this. My crush is literally the cutest human being on the planet. Like, so cute that I wrote a whole song about her eyes. But we go to an all-girls private school where most people's parents are super conservative but not too closed-minded about LGBT+. BUT you will be asked to leave the school if you come out, so no one at the school is openly LGBT+.So here's the list of signals she's been giving me, will someone with experience please try to interpret her actions? Much appreciated. Signs that she's attracted to me: She's very touchy-feely - she sits on people's laps, holds their hands, and sometimes even kisses their cheeks. She always makes deep eye contact with me, specifically. (And it makes trying NOT to have a huge crush on her even harder, what, with her blue eyes. I could drown in them and be happy) One time, she made me change the lyrics of a love song to say "blonde hair" instead of "black hair" (2009 phan song, but she doesn't know it apart from when I sing it) She puts her head on my shoulder a lot Signs she's not attracted to me: She has made a kinda-sorta homophobic remark before (see "I found out my crush is homophobic) She's touchy-feely with everyone (though it feels like it's a little bit more with me, but that could be wishful thinking) She identifies as straight (obviously, fingers crossed she's a closet-gay, though) Help!