Had oral sex with straight friend

Firstly I would encourage you to act on this bicuriosity, whether it is with this friend or not. Go out and see what you like, see what you don't like... Really try to discover your true feelings without judging yourself. I promise that lying to yourself will only hurt the situation. Confiding in this forum is a great start. Get in touch with yourself and take care of yourself. It makes everything a whole lot smoother. It could also means having time away from this friend as to not be distracted by your sexual urges (which are completely natural, and even expected if you share a deep bond with this person)
Secondly, I think there might be some communication issues. You seemed to have expressed your physical feelings with him, but not your emotional concerns. Maybe he also feels that it is not a good idea and is just horny for lack of a better term. You should definitely be on the same page regarding these thoughts.
Lastly, you should take into account that your friends sex addiction is caused by his own inability to discover his orientation. On the other hand, it could be the only way he knows how to discover his orientation. Either way is perfectly fine. This may be a process that you can go through together. He may be struggling with his identity and it you could be giving him some clarity. There is probably some stuff going on under the surface with him, just like there is with you.
MOST IMPORTANTLY-- Never do anything you are uncomfortable with. If when you are intimate with him while you are sober, you may have very different feelings. You are not obligated to be with anyone sexually. Period.

I wish you the best of luck!

 

But you said you enjoyed it right? I would rather explore with a friend, then someone random.

 

Give it a try without alcohol and see how it goes. And the chance of catching something from oral are very slim. It's the safest form of sex.

 

You don't have to be sexual with other men at all to try to figure out whats going on. If that makes you uncomfortable then don't. There are other ways to get hel . Also pretending like it didn't happen might not be the best way to handle this. Repression can lead to some nasty things that will hurt you later on. Dealing with your emotions effectively is a very difficult and mature. I'm not saying I'm an expert or anything but I've been trying very hard also to deal with my feelings the best way possible. Confronting issues are a lot better for you and it may be really hard in that moment, but I truly believe that it will help you in the long run.