Okay, so I think that if I loose my friend, if he hates me, theres is nothing else for me. I'm worried that he leave and that I will be alone forever. I'm going to be so sad and I don't want to do anything in my life if he is gone :bang::icon_sad::bang::icon_sad::tears::tears::tears:
You can try to make new friends so you won't feel so dependent on him. And it's easier to do it now, while you're not entirely alone and are a bit more confident.
