Okay so I am with this amazing girl and I actually really love her and she's great to me and she knows I want to change my name to Cayden and she even calls me by it, but theres on thing she doesnt know about me... I'm genderfluid. I don't know how she'd react and I don't know how she feels about it and she's a lesbian so like what if she leaves me? I just really can't lose her becuz before I met her I was in a really bad place and I don't want to go back there and I'm terrified. What do I do? HELP!