i'm not safe aroudn this area , casue of my parents.. they are seriolsy sociopaths << controlling manipulative and made lies to others about me.. assaulted me, lied that i started it.. when i lso tmy car they made sure to punish me even more by not helping, and i was stukc in an aparmtent with blackmold contant itchign and acididc water taht was corroding the drain, at times my dad and brother entered the parrement when i was gone, i was literally told that.. the water i tested the ph was a ph of 4.. i'm know i need to get out of this area very very soon.. so i will get hurt like someoen warned me becasue he went through silmier things..
A lot of us do go through similar things and we understand how tough life can be. Once I realized my situation isn't so rare and different from other people's, it helped me cope better. I can't tell you what actions to take get get out of your environment, because I habent figured that out for myself either. But I can say once I found out I'm not alone, my mental state has improved and I was able to accept my current situation a little more. Now I'm seeing steps I can take on my own to get better when I examine my life with a calm outlook. Having someone pick you back up from rock bottom would be great, but dont forget there is always something you can do to improve yourself with a little effort.