In year 7, I got a a crush on my History teacher. He was is his 20's and he's really fit and cute. His first name was Michael. I really liked him and in year 8 I had strong sexual urges to be with him and started having sexual fantasies about him. I would often get distracted by him in History so I could never learn. Once a girl asked him if he was gay and he went all red and sent her out, I didnt know what this meant but I hoped he was. He likes talking to me and he even held my hands once. Then on sports day, I was talking to him and he took his jumper off and his shirt came up with it and I saw his beautifully sculpted body. I got a boner and he saw. I went red and ran away. Next History lesson, he asked me to stay behind and he asked me why I ran away. I told him that I got a boner and he said it was alright. He told me he was gay and then he went into kiss me but unfortunately I mistook it as a hug. That day I went home and wanked off, thinking about him. Now I'm in year 9, and I've moved on from that crush as I don't have him as a teacher anymore. I've developed feelings for my Music teacher. He is an average looking guy bit whenever I see him, my heart feels heavy and my stomach feels weird when I talk to him. These feelings are definitely stronger than the ones I felt for my History Teacher. My new music teacher, James, has given me a hug but I don't think he is gay. When I am talking to him, my old history teacher always walks past and gives me these weird looks that make me feel strange. And when I am talking to my history teacher, my music teacher walks past and gives me those same looks. I don't know if my Music Teacher is gay but I hope he is. Can someone please help me get over these crushes?
Not to be rude but I believe you're posting this in the wrong area... this is for feedback or assistance with the website itself.
I'm going to move this over to the Friends, Family and Relationships sub-forum. While having crushes on teachers is quite common, I am concerned about your story. A teacher tried to kiss you? This is incredibly inappropriate and you should tell someone about what happened. It is easy to form crushes on teachers when you are young, but such relationships don't work. As a minor, you're still growing physically and emotionally. All adults should respect that and not pursue a relationship with you. Teachers are in a position of power and it is up to them to keep you safe while you're in their care - they most certainly shouldn't be trying to kiss you.