In 6th/7th grade, my best friend started being really rude to me. She made fun of my acne and keeps calling me emo (for no reason i don't even look emo). I need a new best friend. I have a lot of "fun" friends. We joke around but never discuss serious stuff. I need to find someone and have a good relationship and help each other. I don't know how to get into deep conversation anymore. I think I want as girlfriend, but then I'll have to disguise her as a friend to my parents. I hate hiding everything, but I have to. My dad would flip if I told him and my mom is already spread thin. I need to watch some footage of the Adirondacks. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NuKqPuOJtOM
