My best friend is hitting on me.

And I don't like it.. it creeps me out.
It's blatantly obvious it's happening, because everyone else is noticing too.
Now.. it wouldn't be such a problem, but my best friend is a girl.. and she doesn't know I'm gay. So it's a bit awkward I guess. Especially because I see her as my sister.
She's very touchy.. keeps trying to hold me hands (and even wanted me to change in front of her today when I went to the next room.. she was like "Why don't you change in here?? I would change in front of you." and that was when it just creeped me out the most).
She says she has dreams about me, one where I was her boyfriend and it felt nice and right.
It's just like.. ugh, why? Why can't we just be best friends? We finish each others sentences and thoughts, sure we'd make a great couple.. if I like girls. Hell, if I was even attracted to her. But I'm not.
I tell her no, to stop, and I tell her I could never see her as my girlfriend or anything. I'm constantly reminding her that I see her as my sister. Just wish she'd stop... >__<

 

Yeah, I have told her. she just doesn't seem to get it *facepalm*



True Hawthorne, I'm just not sure how to go about it? How did you?

 

I've never just said to anyone "Hey I'm gay", I kinda just let it slip out if they ask or the situation asks for it. I guess with her I should just tell her "Hey I like this one boy.." because I do. Even though that's not going anywhere.. but still. I guess it wouldn't hurt to tell her if she decides to try and pursue this more.

Yeah.. see, that sucks, especially because we have the same little group of friends almost. I have more friends outside of our group, but that's like my main group who I hang out with the most.
She knew you were gay but was still trying to be with you? I don't see how she expected that to work? It wasn't your fault you didn't like her. I guess I'll be in the same boat when it comes to hurting her feelings.. not much I can do about that.

 

Tell her I'm dating you, my other best friend? lol.




Yeah.. I couldn't do that to her! Plus she would be really curious about it as she is everything else. Love her, but she gets really nosy sometimes.
She told me about another dream she had last night where she confessed her feelings to me, but I changed the subject quick.

 

No no, I mean I would tell her! Not you... pshh lol

 

Haha okay love



But yeah.. I guess I'll have to tell her the truth sometime. Probably sooner than I really wanted.

 

AKA.. now! But if I told her that I was gay and that I knew she has feelings for me she would probably deny it.

 

"we"
I know, but at the same time I don't wanna crush her.