What should I do now ? I confessed and still love him

Help ? I'm in love with a guy which is also my best friend !

So it started out when I saw him the first time. I kinda liked how he looked and his voice and stuff like that . At first I didn't know that I actually liked him I thought it was nothing. But then I started looking at him during class and after a while I realized I liked him. So I went to many websites to look for advice and it told me to start talking to him. So everyday I said hi to him at least 30 times a day. And we became friends . After a month or so, I had a group of best friends. We did everything together and of course I always spent the most time with.... Him....

So slowly I started to like him even more and I started dreaming about him. I dreamed about him spending time with me , holding my hand... But nothing of the sex stuff.

Then one day, I was talking with another friend and he told me " Hey ! Wanna know who I like ? " and I was like " Sure ?! "

He told me who he liked and told me that I have to tell him who I liked . I didn't want to but he was very persistent about. So I told him who I liked and he was liked " No wonder you always seem so close to him. "

I thought that nothing will happen because he was my best friend and I trust him . But the next day.. He started telling my other friends that I liked that " person " . My other friends tried to tell him but I managed to stop them for a whole week . After a week, they stopped trying and I thought they gave up on trying . But I was wrong. In the end.... They told the teacher.

Somehow he heard from someone that I liked someone and he asked me about it. He told me that no matter who I liked he would support me. I told him he wouldn't like it but he kept insisting. So during lunch I just told him " I'll tell you who I like. ". He was like " okay.. Tell me ". I told him " The person I like is... " I had to say that sentence over and over until I finally said " Thepersonilikeisyou!" I said it without pausing and he couldn't was shocked and he didn't say anything to me for the rest of the day .

The next day, he just talked to me like nothing happened so I just went with it . After that, I thought I was over him. But after many weeks until today. I realized that I like him more now. I actually love him. When I think of him I just wanna slam my head on the wall because I feel so weird . My stomach feels so weird my head feels so weird.

So I went to search the Internet again and it says I have signs that I'm in love .

So now he knows how I feel and I have even more feelings for him and I don't know what to do . I don't want to stop liking him. What should I do ?