So.... I am lost with my husband sometimes i think i can't do i mean i have not been the best person with him i have done things to hurt because i feel hurt myself and it was wrong but how far will he take it .... He and i have not been good nor have we been all that bad i just at lost with him and are sex life UM WHAT SEX LIFE I AM TRYING HERE I FEEL LIKE I AM dying or that i just fail him i love him with all my heart but what do i dooooooo help me
I'm going to refrain from commenting on your English skills. Okay, so let me see if I can get this clear: - You've hurt your husband - You feel like you've been hurt yourself - Your sex life is nonexistent - You love him anyway Sound about right? This screams unhealthy, abusive relationship to me. Any chance you could write out the details of your situation in clear, coherent sentences? I'd love to help you, but I need all the facts.
Discuss this with your husband. The decisions you make effect each other and should therefore be considered by both. If you can't reach a mutual agreement, then it's time to part ways.