i always had relationships with girl most of my life but i really want a relationship with a guy. how do u get a relationships with a guy and not coming out.
You do know you would have to come out to the guy if you were to be in a relationship with him, right?
Just try to not worry about if you're out to people, just live your life, do what you want to do. Your friends will eventually ask, "are you gay?!?!" but you don't have to make a big deal out of it. It's the burden of being non-straight. It's not that big of a deal though.
This boy and I were secretly looking at a page from playboy. I noticed a big erection in his pant so I started rubbing his penis through his pants. He didn't pull away. In fact he encouraged me to keep going by moving my hand faster. One thing led to another. Before I knew it I was giving him a BJ. That was my first act with a guy beyond kissing. That's one way of having an encounter with a guy.
yea i thought about doing that but im not 18. but still want to do it to see what its like to have a relationship but there lot o risk