i knew it since i was 7 , i knew that , i 'm not supposed to be a boy . but i didn't really realize that i should act on it until i was 12 , now i'm 15 years old , i was born a boy , i believe i'm a girl , i thought it was a phase but that wasn't true ,i'm so frustrated... i want to tell everyone but i know they will leave or they won't care , my parents aren't even to me now , my mom is manipulative evil person , my dad barely cares about me , they aren't together... my older sister hates me :tears: my friends , my friends will leave me for sure , no one cares now why would they care later it's so hard , i used to cut myself , i stopped cuz i know it won't do me any good ' but it's so hard & i can't wait till i am 18 so i leave the whole country , i feel like i'm swimming in freezing ice . wht should i do ?
Hi, i'm so sorry to hear the position your in. At your age its very difficult to do too much since you rely on your parents for support. However, with the internet you can more easily meet others around your that see themselves as transgender. This would give you a few friends that are in the same position as you and you can find some social support. Yeah, cutting is not a good idea. Your going to scar that feminine skin you will have later.
wht about this fact , that i live in a country where there is no rights for the lgbt community , they literally put gay people in prison . so there is no chance i can find any transsexual people here put yourself in my shoe , how would you deal with it ?
@ElliaOtaku , u wouldn't wanna know , but it's in middle east , it's name start with E and end with T , i think u got wht i'm talkin' about . :dry: @Nick07 (*hug*) stupid muslims they're the cause of this sh** .... :tantrum:
I am sorry. But you have time to study and choose a school or a job that can take you abroad. Or that will give you a chance to keep saving money for moving out. In several years, the situation can change in the region. I am not sure how homophobic you country is, but be careful about who you will come out to and perhaps keep your computer password protected, or keep clearing the browser history if it is not yours. Just stay safe.
i guess that wht , i'm gonna do , even thou i don't like the facts , but it's just the way it is , thx Nick.
