A little background: I'm biologically female. I go to an all girl school but I play club football. I've always considered myself a guy but I also consider myself a girl. Example; for the past few days I've been "Carl". It's been snap backs and cargo pants. But as of an hour ago I felt the need to put on a dress, comb my hair, and put on some make up. My parents even said "guess we have our daughter back". There are days where I want to hang out with the guys and talk shit but then the very next day (which is probably a practice or game day) I'd rather cuddle and not run and get sweaty. I have shoulder length curly hair so on a lady day I'm "damn my hair is great" but on a man day I'm "mom can I get a shag? Wait never mind I'm going to want this hair tomorrow." Then I'm muscular. Like Massy Arias muscular. Some days it's great because of men's clothes but then other days I wonder why I play ball and why I got so muscular. My friend told me I'm just gender fluid but I'm not sure. I feel more both genders always rather than one at a time if that makes any sense with what I've been writing so far. Am I genderfluid or just really weird? Thanks.
Sounds like genderfluid to me. Some days I feel like a guy, I want to have a masculine presence and present as male. Sometimes, even within the same day, I feel really pretty and feminine and want to put on makeup and appear cute and girly. Then there are days where I just don't feel like either, I'm just here. So, it's a pretty big possibility that you're genderfluid.
Sounds like you might be bigender. From what I understand, bigender is feeling that you have two genders instead of just one.
