So lately I have been trying to figure out if I am bi or straight. When I was little I found girls attractive but I was reli little and didn't know what a relationship or that kind of stuff ment. I also found boys attractive though. And after around the 4th grade maybe I never looked at girls and never got attracted to them. I find guys physically attractive and emotionally. I can see myself dating a guy and getting married with one. I always thought that it was wrong to be gay because I'm a Christian and that is how I was raised. Lately this year and 2013 every other month maybe when it is that time of the month I will find girls only physically attractive. I never wanted to kiss a girl and I still don't. Lately I have been wondering about my sexuality and wondering if I ever would date a girl or have a future with one. I never thought I would. I hate feeling that girls are physically attractive and I don't want to feel like that. It makes me feel gross. Please help me and let me know what you think! Thanks
