My name is Josh. I am talking about how i figured out i was gay. My cousin was always saying "Thats so gay!" "OMG your so gay" This was when i was 9. I laughed and shook it off i never knew that it meant happy/liking guys. In grade 5 i had a very small-A grain of sand-small crush on a girl. but this guy looked really good in his jeans and his highlights in his hair and how he laughs. (Anyways) i liked him, i never really noticed at the time. Later i had more and more guy crushes. Then i realized that im gay. Now in grade 7, i am planning on coming out to my mom very soon.