I want my mum to understand that i feel like a girl without actually saying that im trans* to her~ I make very many references like we were talking about weddings and i said i want to be a bridesmaid at my brothers wedding, she just looked at me and said 'boys are a best man or a page boy' and whenever we shopping i will look at girls clothes and comment on them but when we go to the boys bit i am dragging my feet bored~ she always says things like 'thats for girls' or 'your a boy' and basically its like i am 4 again and dont know the difference >.< I am very feminine and she knows this and she usually is fine with this but not long ago we went out for dinner and she went mad at me saying that i should act more proper and like a man and i really felt like screaming that i am a girl at her >.< I just want her to understand that i am a girl and accept it without me having to spell it out to her >.<
She won't. At all. Ever. Please understand that 'they must be trans' is almost never going to cross most peoples minds because it just isn't common enough. She might think you're GAY. She might think you're effeminate. She might not think anything at all. But I can say with almost certainty, the only way she is going to understand that you are TRANS is if just transition in front of her and start dropping trans leaflets around.
Is she not open about LGBT+ stuff? Is that why you are nervous to talk to her about the things you have been feeling? (*hug*)
yep im really nervous to say anything >.< She is definitely open minded but i think she finds LGBT+ weird ._. Earlier today she said that gay couples shouldnt adopt children and went mad when my brother argued with her (i think he knows i am gay because he defends me a lot whenever people say stuff even before i can reply)
Aww I'm sorry she says stuff like that. Maybe you could open up a bit to your brother since he seems cool with being gay at least (without getting into trans* stuff yet maybe)? ^_^
She may or may not ever accept you, sweetie, but that can't stop you from being you! She will have no choice to always accept you as her child, even if she does become upset with you for a while. Try wearing a feminine shirt around her to begin with and have her opinion on the clothing. Your brother sounds accepting so maybe you should come out to him if you haven't already so that you can start to build a support system. Then down the road when you've established enough confidence, have him be there with you while you tell your mum. Just be as understanding with her as you feel she should be with you. It's going to be an adjustment for her, and you as well, getting to know your mother in a different way.
Ellia is right on. I'm not out to anyone I know, but there are hints if people are paying attention - and a couple of times people have paid attention, and asked if I'm gay, which is the wrong question. (though I admit I'd lie to them if they asked the right one. :eusa_liar) It sounds like you really care about your relationship with your mom, so I hope things go well for you whatever you choose to do.
Have I missed something important or am I really the only one who thinks it's important to actually TELL your mother, rather than hope she will just guess?
Yeah you're going to need to tell her. I've "Hinted" to my parents that I was comfortable in guys clothing, acting like a guy...etc. And they responded with I needed to act like a girl, wear girl things, wear make-up...etc. After coming out, my dad said "he knew it" ...but I feel like that was a coping mechanism; because he still doesn't quite understand it ( along with the rest of my family). So no one is going to assume you're transgender, my parents assumed I was lesbian even when I fought them saying I wasn't (prior to coming out of course). So it really is best that you tell her how you feel.
I agree with you Holly, most parents won't see their kids being like this and if they do a lot of them would probably deny it within themselves as people if they can will stick to what is normal as it seems easier and is what they know. Without telling them how are they to know for sure? These are your thoughts and they cannot know them without being told.