I have been feeling quite depressed recently about my looks, even as a trans man. I see other guys transitions and how successful they are and realise they are fortunate enough to be taller, bigger and have different facial features to me. I don't know why I look at these things because they only make me feel more depressed and angry about what I have been handed in life. I mean if I had to be trans, why did I have to be so short and have such a round face? Perhaps it's because I'm angry and don't feel a part of society or perhaps it's because I don't have any hope of ever looking cis enough but I just feel like I'm not meant to be here, not in this body or this society. I feel like I am basically just waiting for this life to be over and when it is I will be set free and find peace at last. I have never believed that the spirit lives on and I'm not religious at all but I get this feeling that there is something beyond this life and this body, as though this life is a punishment for something that I'm serving time for.
Short Cis guys with round faces: http://coolhairstylesforgirls.com/w...uy-haircuts-short-l3tkbiru-e1392501893265.jpg http://hairstyles.thehairstyler.com...t_view_images/2893/original/David-Paektau.jpg http://www.cfballiance.com/wp-conte...hairstyles-men-short-hair-222400-1024x768.jpg http://www.austinchronicle.com/binary/586d/DM_Headshot_0.jpg I understand some of your frustration. I have a nose like this: https://p.gr-assets.com/540x540/fit/hostedimages/1379756458/168089.jpg. It makes being convincing in guy mode very difficult.