I was going to post this in the 'what are you thinking' thread but I figure that we've had a few 'does it get better' threads recently so I'm sharing it here instead. I feel spectacular. I mean I have literally never felt better in my life. All I have to do now is post 3 letters and my name change is as official as it can get. As far as most of the world will be concerned I am Holly Naomi Cosette ******! My gentials, chest and body hair are still making things hell for me but every day I feel a little better about myself. Yesterday I discovered I feel OK being naked for the first time in my life. I still wish certain bits were different, but I'm not ashamed of what I look like, and that's a good thing. I'm not scared of somebody special seeing me naked if it comes to it, I feel confident and that feels good! My hair is getting longer and looking nicer. It's in better condition than it has ever been. i have figured out how to paint my fingernails properly so I don't have to worry about that as much! It's so nice to feel good...for the first time I actually feel like once the three things causing the most dysphoria are gone I might actually be truly happy!
Congrats! Hey, you've come a long way in a short stretch of time. Glad things are finally looking up and hope they only get better from here.
Yea... I'm glad to hear this from you. I've brought enough doom and gloom lately. You go girl!(*hug*)
Holly I'm so happy for you too. Doesn't it feel awesome when we can finally live in harmony with ourselves.
Woot! Holly!!! :eusa_clap This is so nice to hear. I hope every soul who needs to hear this, today, does. <3 *point, point, points at the happy lady* (!)
It is very nice to meet you Holly(*hug*) things do move forward when you prod them enough don't they? so happy for you.:eusa_danc
