First of all, i havent been on here for a while, i have been scared.. In my last post i talked about my bad habits, and it not getting better. Tomorrow am gonna go to my mom, she called me today and asked me if i want to come by and have dinner. She got her own problems, dealing with depression and some other stuff, but at this point i dont give a damn. I need to tell somebody, and even though i am pretty sure she wont like the fact that her son preffers womens clothes, i need to tell her, i need help. I am venting on here because im scared, but i know it will probably be the best for me, maybe not for her, but atleast i might find some peace, even proffesional help...