So basically some days i feel super dysphoric and other days i dont feel any dysphoria at all. The non-dysphoric days make me question myself. Does anyone else have days when they dont really feel any dysphoria? Edit: Also on the less dysphoric days, i try to look girly so my dad doesn't question me (makeup, maybe something more fitted) and i don't really feel dysphoric, just really, really awkward. Like a really bad drag queen.
All the time. Being transgender doesn't mean you have to be super distressed 24/7, all year round. Haha. Right now, I'm pretty content and super optimistic and happy! I daydream about my transition and it makes me feel more motivated. Even when I look in the mirror, I think, "This is going to change soon! Yes!" My happiness is bursting at its seams. And I'm pre-everything.
Yeah, I have days like that too, where I don't feel dysphoria and I start to question myself again. But then I remember that I wasn't making up the dysphoria on the other days, so I know that I'm trans*.