So I was thinking about when I was younger and found out was gay, when I remembered this terrible senstion I had in my stomach while kissing my 7th grade girlfriend and wondered if anyone had the same kind of experience.
Hmmm. Oh, yeah. Considering you are a gay male, I suppose my equivalent would be me kissing a boyfriend of mine at the time. This was before I knew about genderfluidity of course. And it always felt awkward and I never wanted to kiss any of my boyfriends back in high school. I didn't want to be gay, so I was basically just forcing myself into situations I hated. Not a very good time for me... It is that dreaded feeling, that your mind and body is telling you it feels wrong and IS wrong. But you ignore it and go on with the same old mundane life.
