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So many emotions

Discussion in 'Gender Identity and Expression' started by artist92, Aug 10, 2014.

  1. artist92

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    I want to cry, scream, throw something. I have nowhere to turn. All my life I wanted to be a woman, I just want HRT. But I'll never be able to get them, I'll never be able to pass, I just don't know if I can handle this.
     
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    Why can't you get hormones?

    I think you could pass very well to be honest :3 I am not sure what to say really, is there a different thread where all these problems are elaborated on?
     
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    From those pictures you could pass. I hope you feel better soon.
     
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    Thank you so much! But I can't afford hormones.
     
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    No plans cover it where you live? That is really unfortunate :frowning2:
     
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    Now I'm officially out of the house. I have never experienced pain like this.
     
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    I haven't been able to stop crying for 7 consecutive hours
     
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    Ok well it looks like someone's going through a harder time than me right now :/ hmmmmm....... I'm here to try to help

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    Your are an WOMAN, there's no "want" in this. Your an girl in the INSIDE where it counts!! Plus you can pass even with short hair

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    Also there's plenty of ways to save up for hormones, your also very young which gives you even MORE enough time to get hormones

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    Your out of the house now?? Well, now you have a chance at making your own life. It's tough but you have a lot of chances now from just being out of there
     
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    But my whole family is crying, my dad can't even talk and it's so painful.
     
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    Why is everyone crying
     
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    Now I'm breaking out in hives and my throat feels like it's closing

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    Because I'm leaving
     
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    You know you really don't need to leave right now, you could wait.. It seems like it's causing more pain for everyone than anything
     
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    Hey just wanted to say I hope everything is ok for u, sounds like u were going through some heavy stuff when u posted last. :/