Have any of you ever felt that even though you're progressing in your transition, some things can never be fixed? I feel like coming out and living partially how I want to has lead to me becoming extremely irritated and distrustful of people to the point where I view everyone as hypocritical and false. I know it can't be true everyone is shallow, but that's all I see now, I just see emotions as extremely fake, and it's ruined my ability to interact with others. I don't really have ambitions anymore, because everything seems minor in the overall scheme of life. Sometimes, I feel like everything is so inferior to what we're supposed to fulfill as people before we die, I would just rather die than wait impatiently for something interesting to happen. Anyone else have this experience?
