I'm only a young male, early 20s, I consider myself straight but only when I'm on my own I start to get horny an start to watch gay and bisexual porn, ive liked watching this stuff and finding it good since I was around 14-15, I wouldn't strike you as the type of male who's like this as my mates say I bet you can pull any woman but I don't think that way, I do have a girl friend but I've always been curious to see what same gender sex is like but I've always been scared to try up until about 2 year ago, I told my gay friend in confidentiality and we had oral sex, he wanted to go further but I wasn't ready, after that I never bothered until someone else who I know is gay asked me to try it, I tried it thinking it may be better this time but yet it wasn't, the oral was good but I didn't do anal as it really hurt, at this point I was still thinking have I just had a bad experience and not ready or comfortable, I met a guy who I went all the way with, now the guy was abit small so I managed to get the job done, I found it okay to the point where I feel I need the full on experience so I know how it totally feels, when I don't have these thoughts and don't do these acts I feel disgusted in myself, I absolutely love my women and nothing will change that but what's is going on with me ? I don't have an attraction to men as I did that stuff just to try it out, can I possibly get the experience I'm looking for and then continue my life as straight or it in not that easy ?
If you really are not attracted to men, then you're straight, and it's as simple as that. You're curious, and that's awesome. Experiment as much as you like. If you ultimately decide you're only attracted to women, then you're still straight, and you were just curious for a little while.
