I don't want to go out to social events. I feel uncomfortable with my body and just not looknig male. Tonight is a pub crawl with my uni's LGBT society and I feel like I can't talk to anyone about how I feel. I mean, I thought the other day I might not be transgender but I remember how painful disphoria can be. Unless it was artificially created and I'm not trans. For simplicity's sake I'm male. I'm scared people won't see the real me in this body, with this face. What can I do?
