Part of the struggle I'm feeling with figuring out the gender stuff I'm going through is that I keep going back and forth. Not between male and female, but sometimes I just don't feel anything different at all. I just feel male like my body. Maybe it's cause I have 23 years of just feeling male? Maybe I am repressing stuff on days when I don't feel anything? I don't care if I am female by gender or dualgender or anything, but consistency would be nice. Sometimes when I'm just feeling male I feel kinda embarrassed that I am on these forums and have talked to my wife about stuff so much because I feel like I was just fooling myself or something. Sound like repression? Has anyone else felt this?
You might have a look here: http://emptyclosets.com/forum/gender-identity-expression/153143-so-confussed.html#17
