Okay so long story short, kinda: >Lived as a cis female all my life >Grew up a tomboy >Have days or a couple of hours where I just feel like a guy >Have had crushes on girls (sporty type..Azmarie was my biggest) >Mostly into guys >Never really explored >Along with guys being in the majority of my interests, I find myself very much attracted to MtF transgenders and the ladies with both breasts and fella-parts below the belt. (Honestly I don't know the correct term??) I dont know what to do with this information or what it means.
Seems like you're at the very least bi-curious, but you could very well be pansexual based on your interest in mtf trans and shemales (if that's a correct term to use).
You might have a look at this: http://emptyclosets.com/forum/gender-identity-expression/155543-not-female-not-male-but.html#2 and this: Am I Transgender or Transsexual - Teens Wonder Am I Transgender or Transsexual (*hug*)
I dabbled in considering myself as pan but I'm still a little unsure of what exactly that means. I don't know if being pan means you are attracted to every and all or if it means you're attracted to this and that but maybe not this and that. Thank you, that was enormously helpful. I'm also a bit relieved to find that I'm not alone in this confusion. Gravechild's post has given me almost exactly what I'm looking for right there at the end. I probably wouldn't have found it myself so it's great that you posted that link, phew!
