Hi guys and gals of the Transgender thread, I guess I have to say I wasn't sure what to put down as my profile info. All my life, I hated dresses, I hated wearing shirts, I hated to " cover up" like they make women do. I bought unisex " adrongyous" Clothing during my teen years, aside from a time where I was Femme lesbianish and goth. Now I am out to my friends as Transgender, I cant seem to stick it through, im now enduring a breakup from my Ex fiancé, who although supportive of my choices, will not find me romantically attractive anymore now that im Essentially a Gay man in a woman's body. Hes got some kind of meeting for us to attend at the local Transgender support group. I hope it brings him answers. I pray today I get paid, and the hairsalon will finally cut this long hair into a man's hair cut I have a eye appointment as well today, Men's glasses for me! I binded for the first time today, granted not to good. just a sports bra, half a cup size small, and a black loose tanktop and then my blue George brand relaxed fit shirt. With boxers ( missed my period , read further why). And red /black men's socks. And my combat boots with my men's straight leg pants. I try for my best unisex/male look at this time. although it will become less hidden when I get a real binder, and or surgery. Which according to my GYN might be soon, but I gotta see a Gender therapist, whom I luckily, found, just need a appointment. I plan to honor my Trans side with a necklace and ring, and a bracelet for starter. but hopefully eventually a tattoo to honor my new me. Its a lonely road. so im glad I found this place to help me not go insane through this transition. theres upsides. but wow is their a downside, and that is, I might be pregnant. I missed my period, have nausea, cramps, CM ( tmi). Mood swings , crying spells, very easily hurt emotionally. My dysphoria is through the roof since my breasts ache and feel swollen, and my sex drive is HUGE but he wont touch me now. Im so mad I want to explode. Sigh. doctor tomorrow, gonna help me get to a endocrinologist I assume at some point. Til then. Angelus
I dont know what to say, but i give you my words of encouragement and i hope everything turns out okay