For years and years now I have been experiencing dysphoria, for my body, voice and sex. My depression got so bad in November that I stopped eating, lost a load of weight, got ill and lost work because of it. After I told my roommates I think I might be trans, they have been fab! I got some new clothes and I go by my new name now, (Blythe) at home, my roommates have been awesome about the name and pronouns! Tonight I read the definition of Demigirl and it made so much sense to me! Finally a word that fits I knew I could never fully transition, I just could never bring myself to go through with it...yet all this pain and yearning to recognize my true gender? Demigirl fits best I think x