So I decided the only way to find out more about my gender identity is by changing my appearance and see how I feel about it. I wore a sports bra under a big shirt (still quite a feminine one cuz I don't have any neutral clothes) and cut my hair really short into an androgynous style. I look a bit like Justin Bieber unfortunately, but for the first second that I look into the mirror I can almost convince myself that I look like a boy. It's weird but thrilling at the same time :icon_bigg
