a little confused about gender identity...

hi there everyone, first post.

i don't know if the question i have is going to be really stupid or what. i've done a little reading on gender identity but i can't really find any answers... hope i don't insult anyone or anything.

so basically i was born female, grew up a bit of a tomboy but that's about it. it was only when i was about 16 that i even learned about non-binary genders.

so here's the thing: i fancy most genders, binary and non-binary.

but something i've felt for, like, ever is this insane amount of jealousy when i come across crossdressing males and sometimes MTFs? it's like i think "i wish i was them"?! which seems stupid because it would mean i'm identifying as a male... who's probably identifying as a female.

basically i occasionally highly desire to have boy parts but cross-dressing etc. but not to simply have boy parts. i don't think.

god this sounds ridiculous - am i crazy or is this a fairly normal thing that other people get?

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komo xxx